Saturday, April 29, 2006 ♥
9999
this morning went to mac to discuss the world environment day thing. ok we not doing the model thing alr.. doing the styrofoam ball thing.. hah it should be fun! XD
ok i've been slacking from the time i came back till now. how can??? (this sounds so singlish)
ok today i must finish a maths paper and start on chem.
Friday, April 28, 2006 ♥
999
jiecai wake up faster!! i know u're trying your best. but dun make us wait too long!
ok today ok la. feel v sleepy. during physics i totally cant concentrate during lesson. woah.. so boring la. den after that do exercise then more energetic. waaaa a maths die alr la.. ms lam says that last yr mid-yr paper is easy.. when its like dunno how hard. and she says this time it'll be easier. oh man pls let me believe her.
ok. so after sch went PS with val, chujun, qt, hy and pris. actually wan watch Daisy one but in the end nv watch. maybe watching on tues la :)
wa seh chujun spent alot of money today.. haha. ok gtg bb.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006 ♥
yay o
yay!!! i read jc's bro's blog.. HIS CONDITION IS IMPROVING!!! omg. im damn happy now. i doubt i can concentrate on SS later. omg!~! I AM SO HAPPY! yay yay yay yay yay!
ok. today i was sleepy thru'out the day. so sian. wah i still chionging for SS. sian.. just now sleep then now not so tired. can la. maybe 12 then sleep. haha later do paper do until sleep.
ok i got nth much. im very happy now! jiecai must faster wake up hor! make it in time for the mid-year! haha.. we plan alr. post exam activity is to play daidi with xiaobaicai in the hospital everyday! so must wake up faster!
Monday, April 24, 2006 ♥
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hi im in the library now cuz its still early for my lesson.
just went to jovina's blog. omg. she and her friends are real suckers and bitches. man. there are this type of ppl in this world. its such a disgrace to singapore. i just tagged, my name is -. well i din say anything much. just asked that sabrina to stop acting cute cuz its disgusting. better dun say too much.. later xiaobaicai not happy..
ok tmr is midyr alr.. :( so fast.. JC haven come back leh.. how can they start exams? haiz. hope he'll get up real soon. read his bro's blog. feel so hopeful.. it really made me feel that jiecai is trying very hard to ome back to us. :) i feel good abt that! xiaobaicai, must continue to jiayou k? faster wake up!
anyway i think our class is planning a donation drive or sale to raise some funds for xiaobaicai's family. cuz ICU is really ex.. can we sell chocolates? XD
Sunday, April 23, 2006 ♥
wake up!
hey ppl. let's all be strong like jiecai ok? he's really very strong. and im sure he wants us to be just as strong as him. he's putting up a fierce battle inside, and im sure the ultimate victory will be ours. definately.
" I must be strong and carry on cause i know I dont belong here in heaven" -Tears in heaven
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prayers.
hi. these few days really not in the mood to do anything. seriously. anything. :( xiaobaicai! u must wake up faster k?
ytd went for the mangrove salvation thing. ok la quite fun. but we damn shocked la. in the whole bus only like 1 fifth is students. the rest were either teachers, alumni or principals. so we went there and changed into boots and wore gloves before 'salvaging' the mangroves. wa seh our legs got stuck for dunno how many times la. cant even get up!! haiz.. so i crawled out. all the teachers ask me why my shirt was so dirty. well...
ok for once i think tan gim hua is ok. that time when we were passing the mangrove bags down, we formed a human chain since it was faster. then she so lame go say 'this is like the long march!' -_- so lame can. we're not communists ok.
ok ytd after that xinling and i went tpc walk walk. then after that she came to my house. play piano. then go le. haiz. after that nobody at home. so lonely. dunno what to do. dun feel like studying. dun feel like watching tv. cant play com. so i sit there stone. then i go fold paper cranes lor. wrote a message in every crane. hope it'll come true. jiecai! must hang on k. must jiayou. we'll all be there for you. you're the best. :)
Friday, April 21, 2006 ♥
sadness
so this is the actual post. today was a sad day. even more sad than ytd. for most of us at least. this morning went sch then started folding paper cranes le. each crane represents hope. he will be able to give us that. because he will wake up.
today's lesson i still cant concentrate. its so hard so hard. esp during e maths. haiz. dunno. still got the feeling ytd. the weird weird feeling. i really cannot imagine jiecai being in the hospital, being in the ICU, being in critical condition. it seems only just now that he went up to ask mrs wong qns on geog. it seems only a few moments ago i smelt his deoderant. it seems only a few hours before that i saw his cheerful smile.
ok i shell stop on that. today chem test was a disaster. after chem test was a worser disaster. we went to ITroom 3 dunno for what reason. tot gg to have phy there. so go lor. who knows, ms ting was inside. the 2 ms ongs were inside. ms tan hwee pin was inside. mr lee was inside. mrs lee was inside as well. we like shock la. so many HODs and principals. so we all knew they were gonna talk abt him. so everyone was quiet.
ms ting talked abit, then mr lee talked. on how the accident happened, then ms tan talked. they so bad la. make us all very sad. very very sad. somemore that type of atmosphere.. cold and silent. i was controlling v hard. xy and lj cried alr.. then i saw tahjian wiping off tears. ='( i see them cry got the urge to really break out crying. after they talked some of us went back to take the big card and the cranes. do in ITrm lor. i go back that time, really cannot stand it alr. i cried. dunno why. just cannot control. after that settled down. fold cranes. we wrote sth on the paper b4 folding the cranes. while writing my tears came back. but still can control. so like that lor. we did >1000 cranes with other classes. thanks loads. xiao bai cai will definately wake up. that cute bai cai. how can he bear to even not see us for 1 day? he's going to be strong and steady. he's gonna face all the challenges, even if its against all odds. he is one strong bai cai, and one day im gonna treat him mango ice cream :)

and say cheese to xiaobaicai!
Thursday, April 20, 2006 ♥
promise.
this is what i promised jiecai to do long ago, but i din. and now im doing it. i do alr, you must wake up hor!
Name 20 ppl you can think of right now on the top of your head.dont read the qns underneath until you have listed all 20 ppl. tag at least 5 ppl. ready? start.
- KO JIE CAI
- lingling
- xinling
- val
- steph
- qingting
- lijun
- azlan
- chunyang
- jiayan
- kaijia
- xinyun
- jianxiang
- jowell
- chester
- ruiting
- doreen
- kell
- eunice
- sonia
1.how did you meet 14?
erm in class?
2.what would u do if u din meet 1?
oh man.. this qn. alright. life'll be terrible w/o jiecai.
3.what if 20 and 9 dated?
haha sonia and chunyang? they broken up alr..
4.did u ever liked 19?
erm. sure.
5.would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
do they know each other?
6.describe 3.
xinling. a responsible counscillor who pays attention during e maths.
7.do you think 8 is attractive?
o.o azlan ah.. sure. he says all the girls like him!
8.tell me sth abt 7.
chio bu la.
9.do you know any of 12's family?
no.. not really..
10. what is 8's favourite?
GIRLS
11.what would u do if 18 just confessed to u?
omg i'll b happy.
12. what language does 15 speak?
chinese english lor..
13. who is 9 going out with?
dunno?
14. how old is 16 now?
14 ba..
15. what was the last time u talked to 13?
erm today?
16. what is 2's fav singer/band?
aiya JAY CHOU la.
17. would u ever date 4?
omg we're married la.
18. would u ever date 7?
sure.
19. is 15 single?
should b ba..
20. what is 10's last name?
yan lor..
21. would u ever b in a serious relaionship with 11?
kaijia... here i come!
22. what sch does 3 go to?
obviously ZHSS
23. where does 6 live?
AMK. her hse downstairs got 88. haha
24. what's your fav thing abt 5?
her spasticness
25. have u seen 1 naked?
errrrr... sensetive qn.. no of course.
tag 5 ppl:
1. XIAO BAI CAI!!! i wan u to do it again.
2. lucky
3. val
4. xinling
5. JOY
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 ♥
jiecai pls get well soon
omg.. suddenly i have the urge to cry.. omgomgomg.
today is a v super down day. early in the morning, at 9am, ms ting came to announce to the class that jiecai was in the hospital cause he met with an accident. and he's in the operating theatre. quite serious. there's a blood clot. but im not sure where it is. i tell u the whole class was shocked la. omg. i was just there, listening, and thinking, omg. OMG. how could this happen? omg. this is still my feeling now. im scared. so scared so scared that something might happen to him. omg. i cant even imagine the days in 3e2 without him.
today throughout lesson i wasnt really concentrating. i cant. seriously. i think the whole class also cant take in much info. i thought of the days, when he's around. when we were ice-skating. i wanted to push him down, but i fell instead. i remembered his retarded smile when he said hello to me. i remembered how he confessed to steph. i remembered him gambling all the time. omg. omg. thinking of these makes me so sour inside. there's a thousand lemons in my heart, squeezing and squeezing every moment.
xiao bai cai. u must really be strong. faster get past the critical period. its been so long. faster! i know u can do it. 3e2's clever, smart, handsome and strong jiecai will definately go through this. there's a whole lot of things waiting for you to do. remember. you got to clean the whiteboard this week! xiaobaicai! you must wake up. you must be well. this is an order.
today, during physics lesson, we got back our papers. jiecai scored one of the highest, 24. when ms ong announced that, the whole class was silent. omg. i felt so sour inside. then everyone started applauding. he has done well. these few days, and these few weeks, he has really been v hardworking. lijun burst out crying.
the lemons are squeezing in my heart again. oh man. that sure aint a nice feeling. for the whole of today its been like that. i cant seem to study chemistry much. alright. really seriously hope xiaobaicai will be fine. pls help him pray. god pls help him.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006 ♥
123
hi. today ok la except for feeling so sleepy during amaths. today my after assembly went back to class to take things go see mrs ngiam. then while waiting for doreen, tah jian and eric started quarelling.. u noe la. boys quarrel usually got movements one. so i think got some pushing.. then when it reached the climax yongjie came in between and 'joined' the quarrel-cum-fight. then he push eric and eric pushed him.. wa seh our earth day grp stone there la. like... erm... dunno la. weird feeling. hope the guys will b ok tmr.. fighting cant solve everything la.
ok im gg to do chem hw le. oh man. CHEM!!!
Monday, April 17, 2006 ♥
152
hi. woah today v early come back from piano lesson.. 6+ reach le. miracle man.
anyway i just wanted to say...... I PASSED HISTORY!!! omg it feels like a 1st time in my life thing.. haha. got 18/25. happy la. finally at last i passed hist. XDXDXDXD
wa seh just now i try to do chem TYS then i think do until 1st page mcq only.. so pathetic la. oh man. tmr need to chiong alr.
ok i think today i quite suay. walk walk walk suddenly rain. somemore the rain so heavy la. ok gtg bb.
Sunday, April 16, 2006 ♥
151
hello finish hw le. bb
Saturday, April 15, 2006 ♥
150
hey this is my 150th post!!! same as my height. XD
just now went library with xinling. sudden trip la. she told me at 12+ to meet at 1. so i just go lor. at home also do nth.
so we went and then after that we were talking abt working during june holi. then we walk walk then went mos to buy milkshake, then saw the notice on recruitment or sth. then we go ask leh! wa lao quite paiseh but nvm. so the person gave us forms to fill in and we filled in la. after that she came to us and ask us to com for traning every weekend or friday leh!!! omg. i only want to work during holidays la. somemore exams coming leh.. omg. so we agreed to come for 'training' on friday, since there's no more choir practices. i scared not enough time to study leh.. cuz b4 exam that week also need to go.. omg. did we make a wrong choice? =(
i think im going to start studying now. but... i nv bring back almost all the hws and tbs.. how to study?
Friday, April 14, 2006 ♥
149
hi. long time no post hor.. today went out with lingling la. paiseh leh e3 ppl.. nv go with u all cuz i promised her to go alr..
we went to watch take the lead in cine.. actually thought will meet u all but u all not there yet. so anyway take the lead ok la. ballroom dance is nice. well overall i think the show is abit similar to coach carter that type la. motivation one. then is true story.
after that we went to sentosa to watch sunset, though we din manage to see it since the clouds were blocking it. anyway the view was good la. took a few scenery pics. next time upload le then show la.
we quite lame la go sentosa only go like 2 hrs to siloso beach. then at there we damn lame one. (actually is me la) we saw sakae sushi so i sort of persuaded ling^2 to go eat. haha im not hungry at all la. besides that also got the money issue. so we went to eat la. i ate one plate and ling ate 2. v little choice la. then after that go le. so lame la.
then go home le. ok gtg bb.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006 ♥
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hi long time nv post cuz my sis's bitchiness is in progress.
today damn tired la. 2 tests and so much hw. oh man chinese sucks la. chem also. cham soooooo chim la. do titration do until siao liao. then ok la. ss test and phy. but dunno alot for phy. got back amaths and emaths. 20 and 9 lor. okok la.
shit la tmr is 2.4 le. die le la. haiz. hope i can pass.
the bi
Monday, April 10, 2006 ♥
44
hello.
just came back la. just now my piano teacher was sharing lots and lots of experiences from her students. quite interesting la.
wa seh just now i take the 155 got not air-con one leh!!! its like 100 years ago since i took a bus without air-con. haha imagine my age la. so u think i can watch typhoon? lol. anyway the feeling not bad la. the wind keep blowing. then blow until i almost forgot to alight at my stop.
today a maths test not bad la. considered easy ba. but who knows?
tmr still got chinese test. and 2.4 duty. imagine, doing duty till 6+ and having physics and SS test the next day. that's quite a nice thing man.
Sunday, April 09, 2006 ♥
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running is really not my cup of tea.
this morning went to train for 2.4 la. wa sehhhhhhhhh!!! i still cant run. =( so sad la. xinling run so fast!!! oh man.. thursday die le la. haiz.
after that we went mac eat breakfast then do some hw lor. though we're talking most of the time. then we finally gave up studying. then go walk walk lor. omg i finished history!!! but its a mess. nvm la. as long as i did.
im in trouble with the graphy thing!!!
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hi. hey ppl that person who scolded vulgarities is not me k. imposer!!!
im gg to jog with xinling later. wish me good luck! haiz.. alot of hw leh.. tmr still got a maths test.
Saturday, April 08, 2006 ♥
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can help me scold my sis? oh man she's such a bitch. whatever.
like so long nv post hor.. ytd after sports day went orchard with some ppl. den reached home at arnd 11pm ba. da chang jin just over lor.
then today my bro invited his friends to celebrate his birthday. he got one friend very cute. but i nv take his pic. u all so sad right? haha.. cuz u all understand my feelings ma. then they come until so late lor.. disrupted my schedule for today (as if i got any). watched kingkong again.. i just realised kk got use his legs to grab ann leh.. haha. also watched totoro and mr and mrs smith. very nice! =) brat pitt and angelina jolie are made for each other la. haha
that bitch is giving me only 15 mins. go hell man.
Thursday, April 06, 2006 ♥
40
hello ppl.. today pft 5 items. ok lor not bad. my results:
sit up: 34 (broke record leh!)
shuttle run: 12.1 (wahlao if i ran faster by 0.1 sec i would have gotten a C!!!)
standing BJ: 181 (broke my record in all my life!)
sit&reach: 55 (de-prove!!!)
incline PU: 20 (ok la)
anyway i plan to get either a F or E for 2.4 run alr la. so... hmm. anyway today lesson so sian lor. esp SS. that stupid kelvin tan la. made me so sleepy. so crap la he.. what source base shit. haiz.. today blur blur day la.. emaths dunno, chem dunno, phy abit dunno. sian la today chem ms ong dunno rushing to go toilet or what la. teach sooooo fast. cant even catch a single thing. haiz..
wa seh. hw is piling like shit. you know the layering of shit? its just like homework. yea.
esp chinese la! wth stupid teacher. 2 essays and the stupid jian bao. go hell la.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 ♥
39
hi. just came back from choir. DAMN irritating today. bloody **** la. he's so bitchy man. i cant stand him. what? vice-chair very big ah? go hell la idiot.
ok. i shall cool down. just now i damn angry lor. mrs wong also la! so irritating. talk useless stuff for like 1 hr? wth waste our time la. stupidddddddd...!!! i sit there play play and obviously im not listening esp when he is talking.
okok. today ok la. maths test mr loh so lame one. he told us what's irrational no. and integer la. cheat la he.. but i like it. lol.. he so stupid one la. so many ppl asking arnd then he still dunno.. not really fit to be teacher man. oh today physics lesson was quite fun! those experiments! i want that big big marsh mellow! so cute haha. that 'explosion' really scare me la. hah..
after sch got SMO but as usual we went slacking(lunch) 1st. stupid mrs tan la say what ' dont talk to those ppl who came late' wth go die la.
then after that went for choir lor. stupid choir. stupid ****.
Tuesday, April 04, 2006 ♥
38
hi. back from the sports leader duty thing for the sec1s. sian la. go there time for the shutter run then throw the clock to ivy haha..
oh man i forgot to bring my file back.. no hw hor? hmm.. nvm la. today... nth special lor. just a very normal day. oh ya tmr need to do chinese presentation. =( so sian.
the attitude pie is slowly replacing the humble pie to become an apple pie
Monday, April 03, 2006 ♥
37
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg~~~!!!!!
MY HEAD IS SPILTING
MY HEAD IS BURSTING
MY HEAD IS CRAZY!!!
oh man. this stupid headache is killing me. goshit.
today i go sch eat panadol alr so lesson was fine. but after recess i think the headache was coming back. actually i got bring panadol but i thought nvm la just a bit so nv eat. panadol not good for health la. so better dont eat too much. man. i feel kinda giddy.. haha but dont think will faint la. although i want to try fainting someday.
ya. and my muscles are aching all over. i bite things also pain.. =( today a maths damn sian btw. ms lam is putting us to sleep la. haiz..
today the stupid peer tutoring la! make us take hist test at 3.30. i got PL at 4..30 leh!!! that is like the time we ended ba.. so before i went for peer tutoring i went to the toilet to msg my teacher. woah she nv reply leh.. dunno got send wrong person or not..
anyway i think this hist test is better than the previous one ba.. hope can pass. but who knows?
Sunday, April 02, 2006 ♥
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hi im back. slacking away just now. din even touch a bit of hist. i went to j8 with my mum and bro to buy hamster. haha.. so damn cute can.
wa seh.. so small la. just now i carried one then he run away leh!!! i have to chase it with my best. lol.. SO CUTE LA!!
my history how??
haiz my head still v pain la.
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hi. heh again online so long haven post.. slack la haha..
actually i nv slack today lor!! early in the morning i went jogging leh!!! by myself. so lonely. actually gg with my cousin one but she say she need to study for tests. so i go alone lor. wa sai la!!! i really seriously doubtlessly hate running. =( i run like 1.2km then want die alr.. then the other 2 rnd walk. haha i din even complete 2.4(6 rnds). i only run 5 rnds. cuz headache ma.. now still headache ah. haiz i regretted going to run today man.
after that i went to the 2 big NTUCs walk lor. all the shops not open yet.. only ntuc. so go walk lor. then after that the shops all open alr. so go popular walk lor. quite sian la. then i helped to buy lunch for my bro and sis-es.
woah my headache is preventing me from studying history!!! ser-cully tmr i fever then no need go sch then no hist test! hahaha..
haha just now val and me chatted in chinese. so fun and so cute! we're so cute! lol..
Saturday, April 01, 2006 ♥
34
share with you sth by robot smart.
1 April 2006 says:
idiot
SmarterChild says:
oh. r u insulting me or something?
1 April 2006 says:
yes
SmarterChild says:
congratulations, u have just insulted a machine.
1 April 2006:
thank you
SmarterChild says:
sure. :)
omg isnt this machine stupid??? lol..
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ahahahhah.. i just got cheated by xinyun! ok my reaction was quite mild though.. =) i steady one la lol..
the 1st i fooled lingling that i accidently tore her fav fruits basket comic. then she funny la. she say huh... nvm la i go buy new one or sth like that. hahaha.. then 2nd i fooled xy that fri i put my nametag in her bag then ask her bring on monday cuz i got no extra. she really go find! XD
then she called me then we plotted a trick on jiayan. then after that xy called me to tell me that jiayan very angry go confront him (xy told jiayan that she say him with another girl holding hands) then her hp engaged cannot contact her to tell her its a joke. zzzzz.. this one is a trick by jy and xy to fool me.. XD
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hi. online so long haven post yet.. haha.
i just want to say that cleverchild robot is so stupid and retarded. but he replys damn fast. hahaha... val made me laugh so much just now. my sis and bro thought i was crazy cuz suddenly i laughed very vigorously. lol..
sian ah mon history test. i nv bring hist file back.. anyway got study nv study also fail.. no diff la. =(
i want to finish reading fruits basket by today. =)