hi.. change skin le. nice? haha feeling very tired now.. sian. oh ya just now the monitor meeting was surprisingly not bad leh.. although abit unprepared but i think its ok. haha still got extra food leh. then kelmen and me bring home eat ourself. :) hope the monitors like it la.

later gg PS with lingling again to collect her phone. then go work le. yay tmr not working.. i will rmb to ask the manager for vacancies!!

oh ya boon say i look like maggie cheung!! LOL. show u what she sent me.



hi.. haha surprising my dad is back home! lol.. i thought he went malaysia.. ok today is quite busy as mentioned. morning go SMO which is like a total waste of time and money. go there anyhow colour some black dots then sleep/look arnd. so sian la. wa seh i 9am then wake up la!! the stupid thing start at 9 leh.. make me so scared la. aiya anyway, who cares? haha..

after that go PS with lingling cos she wanna repair her phone. ate tako and the noodle omelette there.. nice leh. haha.. then rush back to sch.. wa seh as the treasurer, im fined for being late. so stupid la.. now there's like no more ren qing wei in choir alr lor.. everything fine fine fine. FINE LA! so cold hearted. cant even like to-long abit.

after that rush again. go tpc meet kelmen for the stupid and lame monitor meeting tmr. wa seh she told us only last thurs to organize this thing la! its like we all so busy lor.. -_- we bought alot of chips and a bottle of syrup. tmr 9am hor monitors. its just a stupid and lame gathering. go la can eat some free stuff.

after that went working. today time seemed to crawl very slowly. although only 4 hrs but it seem so long.. tmr can slack abit alr.. morning meeting then until at night then work. yay thurs no work :)

hi.. wa now 1+am le.. so late. i reached home at 11+. hai quite tired actually. but nvm. just now at mos dunno why i made quite a lot of mistakes.. ppl wan lemon tea i forgot to put lemon, want milktea i forgot to give milk. hai.. tmr will also be a busy day.. morning got SMO exam then after that gg PS with ling^2 i think to fix her phone then come back for choir. after choir go work straightaway. sian hor.. anyway tmr my mum and bro go malaysia le.. then both my sis at camp.. at home more boring. so maybe its better this way. hai so sad cant go back malaysia with my mum la.. cant see my cute cute cousins!!! =(

ok i think im quite tired.. tmr got to wake up at 8 and wun be back till 10pm. cya.

hi.. actually im in a rush.. i just came back from the sabah briefing.. wa seh fri 4.30am assembly. no joke leh!! crazy school. WAA i need to go le.. piano lesson starting soon.. after that must chiong for work!!! omg today is such a busy day! but good la my sis take away password le so i can surf net! see u later dude. (she go camp so can use anytime!)

hi finally im back again! i know u all miss me la. haha :) tell u sth. im very happy ytd! cos i managed to get the whole class to wear the beyourself day thing. XD!!! im so proud of myself man. actually only got 9 ppl wearing (monitor and counsellor compulsory to wear) then after that i went to them 1 by 1. really ah, huang tian bu fu ku xin ren, everyone is gonna wear! YAY! haha.. oh ya happy birthday to steph ytd.. haven give her present yet.. paiseh ah

anyway later i got work from 5-10pm. QT say she wanna work at mos also!! haha.. come la! erm. oh ya mon got phy spa. i tell u i die le la.. i dun even know how to draw the graph la. hai. later gg to sort it out la. hope that stupid focal length thing dun come out on mon...

today sian la.. hai. after sch got chem spa and choir. boring. then go do WED project. go back class they all sort of finish le so talk lor. dunno why but the topic suddenly changed to jiecai... hai. dunno.. still feel v funny w/o him arnd.. its such a pity la. he's a nice and young guy, and yet he has to face this type of thing.. why is it that the bad guys always have good endings whereas good guys have this type of endings? life is damn unfair. well. then again, what can we do but to accept it?

really want to thank jiecai for all the happiness he brought to us. i will never forget u boy. give me that cabbagy smile and a 'yay' XD

hi. today... nth much la. just that after sch went to meet mrs ngiam den go PS ALONE. ok whatever. 1st time go PS alone.. nvm. the world environment day thing so crazy. i tell u our grp sooooo many things not done!!! die alr.. weds got dry run and today is already monday. we got 3 more days. must chiong like siao alr.

anyway i bought the styrofoam balls alr.. so big and long.. then i carried it all the way from PS to my house. wa seh very AA leh.. so many ppl looking at me like im a freak or what.. oh ya paiseh leh just now i nv go buy eugene's bd present.. lazy to walk ma.. very far leh. eugene wun mind belated ba.. he very good one hor? -.-

ok nth to write le.. good luck to the world environment day. hope it'll run smoothly.

hello.. long time no blog.. today went for 1st day of work at mos.. mot bad la.. almost whole day do cashier work.. haha made quite alot of mistakes. nvm la..

erm chujun.. dun be upset le ok? i everytime by luck one la.. i know sometimes i nv put in as much effort as u did, but i guess im just a bit luckier.. and still got end of yr.. that one then impt! ok? dun like that la.. life is not just abt studying..

hi. today very very tired. phy spa is so damn stupid. and lame. and tough. like shit la. still must use coordinate geomatry one.. then today mr lee just teach the what determinent thing also must use. -_-

anyway today got back all the humans. heng ah combine humans pass. that's quite unexpected la. serious.. my ss do until like shit still can pass.. maybe the teacher good mood la. anyway chujun, dun be so depressed la. i dunno what exactly happened but cheer up ok?

erm i think i got nth to say le.. oh ya i gg to work this sunday at mos.. that person called xl and told her to tell me.. haiz. go try la. cant go takopachi le. byebye. tmr got phototaking! haiz. xiaobaicai wun be in the pic...

hi. suddenly missed xiaobaicai alot.. also dunno why.. just walk walk then thought of him. anyway im in the library now.. haiz. the feeling of missing him and not being able to do anything is so terrible.. i bet its at least a hundred times worser for his family.. so ppl, be good to ur family members k? haiz.. life is just a dream.

anyway today is quite a lame day. early in the morning go sch do project then in the end nv do. ended up slacking opp and then finding chujun they all in mac. come back do the listening which is so crap. less than half an hour leh.. stupid la. after that stayed back for the world environment day project. waaaa so damn heavy la this project.. tmr gg lingling's hse to do the poster. haizhaizhaiz.

after that went j8 with xy, cj, val, ger and kj. haha i go a while only.. qt, ger, xy and kj went to watch MI3 den me, val and cj went walk walk. chujun very bad la! i want go alr den she keep pulling me dun let me go.. anyway there's job for takopachi in ck tangs there.. anyone interested? haha.. i think i need $$$!! ok blog until here. smile! i updated ok? haha.. :)

hey ppl! im back! this blog is not rotting ok? haha..

ok though its abit slow but i just want to say that... exams are over! yay! anyway not much feeling now le la. over for like.. 3 days alr? yeah.. so. today is mothers' day. happy birthday to all mothers. :) i quite bad la nv buy anything..

ok. anyway went to my aunt's house to celebrate mama's day plus my ahma's birthday. 74 yrs old le.. not bad eh? haha.. the kids went to swim, play pingpong etc but we just slacked throughout. ok i cant really stand my cousin. -_-

yay tmr listening at 1140! woohoo! can sleep like siao.

anyway, AI QING MO FA SHI IS SO NICE!!! ppl, pls go watch it at youtube. you wun regret. trust me. :)

hi. today HCL paper. ok la. except that i regret alot not reading jj's blog cos he posted that story abt the beef noodle.

today is the 7th day since jc left us.. the chinese believe that the soul of the dead will come back on its 7th day. so today do chinese paper that time, i keep looking at the clock. bell ring at 8.40, then i thought: jiecai, are you here? actually i think he was there la. he sure come back 3e2 one ma.. haha.

ytd night i was like thinking, hey, maybe he's up there preparing for the next 3e2 gathering! he's making the water bombs, the chicken wings etc so that when we all go up, we can have the real 3e2 gathering. :) that sounds fun. so, by then, see you :) bear the loneliness for a moment, we will be up there in a few decades more!

oh. so back to today. haha i so slack lor.. just now i lie on the floor then sleep, then wake up and go to my bed and sleep somemore. tmr a maths and chem leh!! cannot slack le.

hi. today phy and emaths paper. waa physics so irritating. so many light thing. stupid tangko la. not v confident abt it la. e maths paper 1 quite easy. then paper 2 a bit prob la. haiz paper 2 that time i keep looking at giu ru's table and thought, haiz, actually it should be xiaobaicai's seat. then i tell myself not to think and concentrate.

ok tmr is HCL. nth much. haiz. got a maths remedial. ok gtg. bye.

maybe all this is just a dream, and when i wake up, i will tell you all about it. and you all will 'choy' me.

still missed jiecai alot.. haiz. ok. they're all beautiful memories about him.

today, quite sian. though lesson is like quite fast. during CE, ms ting suggested that we clear the cranes on his table. we're all like... why?? then ms ting was like saying it'll remind us alot abt him if we put there, and it'll be enough just to place him in our hearts. ok. i do agree, but i cant bear to really clear it. clearing it is like acknowledging that he's not there anymore, and we should move on. i guess we're just not prepared for it. we haven even accepted it, how do you want us to move on and live like nothing happened?

anyway, i know ms ting is as sad as us la.. weds during assembly she's like crying la.. then i erm dont dare to go console her.. so i guess the cranes remind her of jiecai.. sorry msting, we're really not very prepared. we're gonna hang it all around the classroom.

anyway, today is the last day for mr low and ms ong. we made cards for them. and ms ong gave us kitkats :) after sch went koven to laminate the neos. then went library to study with xl.. though we din really study.

good luck to all of your exams.

went to jiecai's wake this evening. the feeling was... heavy.

sat with ruiting on the bus. we were talking abt jiecai throughout the journey. all the good and happy memories came back to me, but at the same time, the fact also pushed me down. i still cant believe it.

arrived at xiaobaicai's house there.. i go down that time, the feeling was just so heavy. so so heavy. i walked down the road towards the wake. its so hard to breathe. there's like an elephant on top of me. the feeling is so ~. i cant describe it. this feeling become stronger and stronger when we are nearer and nearer.

then, we walked along the aisle towards his coffin. oh man the feeling is even stronger. when it was my turn to look at him, i tiptoed, and i saw him. his face was made up, but could see it was still jiecai, our very own xiaobaicai. its so unbelievable. what is he doing there? oh man. sry i cant control.. this will be the last time i ever see jiecai. last time. forever. last time.

goodbye xiaobaicai.
3e2 will really miss you.
but we will be strong and carry on living,
happily, like how u wanted us to be.
i will always remember you.
you're the person who made me fall during iceskating when i wanted to make u fall
you're the person who loved willy wonka so much
you're the person who always say hi to me
you're the person who smells nice with deoderant
you're the person who added so much fun in 3e2
you're the person who loved 3e2 so much
you're the person who always tells people to be cheerful
you're the person who always stays back with us
you're the person who always scold me short

you're the person.

yeah. jiecai, i know you've tried your best, really, we dont blame you. pls dont feel upset or anything. you're a great person. really. we will really really miss you. thank you for all the joys that you brought us. thankyou. have a smooth journey ahead.

goodbye.

JieCai passed away this morning.

yes. this is so hard to believe. tough. life is so cruel. fate is so cruel. how could they take him away from us, when he's only 15 yrs old? he still has so much to live for. life is cruel.

ok. i dont want to talk much. dont feel like it. just that memories of him keep coming back to me. when ms ting broke the news, i heard 'willy wonka' play in my head. maybe, he's just like willy wonka. he just wants us to all stay happy, and cheerful. people, pls be strong. xiaobaicai will be watching over us in heaven. he will, that kind boy.

ok i still havent really accepted the fact. i know i have to, but i cant. maybe this is life. yeah. so pls cherish every moment with every person, because you dont know what will happen to them the next minute. ppl, pls take real good care of yourselves.

jiecai will always be in our hearts.. forever

mjn


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